Wednesday, October 05, 2005
lousy day.
supposed to go to Loreal and Winsland house to meet the people in charge this morning at 11 am.
so, i woke up early, literally dragged myself outta bed super reluctantly.
sigh
got there, made me fill up another stupid application form filled with irrelevant stuff and asked me to wait.
so i waited and waited.
half an hour later, she told me there was a miscommunication and the person wasn't there. somemore told me Damien doesn't need part-timers for Shu Uemura. i was like: HUH??? then why was i told differently?
whatever.
so i walked all the way to Borders, bought a new Nora Roberts book to cheer myself up and while waiting for Chris, went to starbucks to get a drink and start on my book.
then Wil called, ask me go back for the briefing and interview at 2.15.
Argh.
pissed me off sia.
anyway, interview was boring and like shit. i'm tolerating everything only for the sake of the money. $$$!!!
spent the rest of my day listening to crap about teenage pregnancy, irresponsible bastards, gangs, fights and vulgarities. huh? and i think i took in enough 2nd-hand smoke to minus away at least a week of my life sia. luckily she decided to collect her 'medicine' in PS and not anywhere around me. I tolerated her only cos of Christabel. Actually she's nice, but i juz wasn't comfortable. sorry.
now, i'm home
bored out of my shoes and missing him like crazy.
she said we probably won't last cos he's too young.
really?
i dunno. i hope not. i want us to last. sigh.
she doesn't believe that i really love him. or that he really loves me. to her, it's infatuation or a silly crush.
but i believe i do. i care so much for him that sometimes i'm afraid he'll suffocate.
sigh
i so wanna go clubbing! DblO, Devil's Bar, etc. It's been so long. but i also wanna quit. how? aiyah. complicated.
so far, chris seems to be the only friend i have that is cool with just chilling at a single place for hours...it doesn't bother her that we've got nothing to do...we just wanna chill. haha. if only others were like that.
i used to have another chilling partner but now, it's a foregone conclusion that that certain someone won't be chilling with me anymore. oh well.
hey you. yeah YOU. i think u jinx us everytime we go out. when we go town, we never see anyone we know. but today, without you, i saw so many! and guess what? I saw your eye-candy! jealous jealous? hmm. but i still don't think she's hot in any way. but then again, your taste is weird. nvm.
gonna go cool off first. might or might not be back...see how lar.
'fallen_angel'
8:35 PM