Tuesday, January 31, 2006
today's chloe's birthday!
happy birthday sis... please get a life and find yourself a boyfriend soon yah?
muahaha
no lifer...
ok anyway
yesterday went to cousin's house to gamble...haha
it was great fun cos there was so many people...
let's see...
i dunno how to spell all their name lar..but there were 3 guys (my aunt's god-sons), 3 cousins and me and my 2 sis on the gambing table
out of the 3 guys, 2 of them are same age as me and one has already graduated from SHATEC's culinary course.
so cool lar..
but hmm...HTM still better
haha
no offence lar...
and the worst thing?
i lost almost 20 bucks on that bloody table.
dammit
damn pathetic state
sigh
then went to eat my sis's birthday cake
from Swensen's
with Pluto on top of it.
so gross lar
but cute...my mum say good for CNY this year
hahaha
so lame
then my darling called...
want me to go over his place for dinner...
so i went out.
but on the bus, i found out that i forgot to bring oranges.
wadehell lar
how can go his house on CNY withour oranges for his parents?
shittified.
in the end, he smuggled 2 out from his house to the bus stop for me and i brought it in, making it look like i brought it myself
hahaha
so cunning rite?
it's called clever....
*smirks*
anyway...had laksa for dinner....
quite nice...not very spicy...which is good!
haha
but i think i failed his grandma's criteria -
girlfriend must know how to speak Cantonese.
die
when i saw her, she kept holding on to my hands and first thing she ask was whether i can speak canto. shit. "errrr....can understand a little bit but cannot speak"
haha...."ahhh...never mind nevermind...can understand can already"
haha
but i still think i failed
sigh
someone gimme crash course in canto?
please?
haha
hmm
then he should crash course in chinese and hokkien!
at least we still can communicate in chinese if i can speak canto
muahaha...
hmm
rather enjoyed myself...kinda awkward at first...but they're all nice people...so...it's was not too bad.
love ya baby!
as i said...
it meant alot to me that u asked me over on CNY...
oh well...
now, i'm getting stressed over school again...
gotta do the SA's proposal for TAS bash...by tmw!
and that idiot boss never gimme any instructons.
just ask me to do the proposal.
how i know what he want?
venue? no. of people? resources needed? programme for the day?
argh!
how to do liddat???
sigh
and Culi Sci learning portfolio due on monday
and i havent started
FM quiz starts tmw
and i'm so gonna die again
sigh
just did FM peer appraisal and i'm feeling very evil...
cos i think some people might fail...
sigh
feel so evil now...
and the worst thing on my mind now i the Culi project execution on tuesday...
sigh
the rosti how?
i personally feel it would succeed as long as they don't put the cheese in...but should i say it?
sigh
okok.
i know it's still CNY and i shouldnt be sighing so much
this weekend got SCA Lo Hei dinner at Oriental hotel
but i cant remember it's Sat or Sun...
and i dont even know what time it is
haha
sher...you know?
haha
sigh
he asked me whether wanna borrow his mum's dresses
bleah
i don't want!
he thinks it's an honour but i think it doesnt really show a good side of me to his mum lor...
true, i got no nice evening gown or dress...cos even for my prom night i didnt wear anything formal...so boring lor...
i think he was just fascinated by the nice blue gown Belinda wore to the SCA D&D.
sigh
she's rich
i'm not
k?
i'll just wear whatever i deem fit...
and furthermore, i think i can look good wearing anything...formal or not...
*confidence*
haha
okok...just joking...
k la...getting bored already...
bye everyone...
cant wait to go back to school tmw *rolls eyes*
haha...
ciao ciao!
'fallen_angel'
12:23 PM
Monday, January 30, 2006
happy CNY everyone!!!
today's the 2nd day of CNY
and what a boring festive season it has been...
haha
today, going to play mahjong with my cuzzies...
then,
he might be coming over to my house to visit
after which i'll go over his place :)
that is if his mum's ok with it cos she's apparently hosting some dinner...
well...
at least it means a great deal to me that he asked...
really...
thanks baby...hope to see ya tonight...love ya lots!gotta go now...
ciao ciao...
'fallen_angel'
10:50 AM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
yippee!
it's CNY eve today...but i shall save my new year greetings for later tonight.
i'm elated today...
let's list out the reasons one by one =)
firstly, all projects are over!
though there are still online tests, jap role-play presentation and the final exam coming up within the next 2 to 3 weeks, it's still a major relief that projects are over.
yesterday, 27 Jan, signalled the end.
we handed in FBO project at 10 plus and immediately felt relieved.
i spent the entire night working on the FBO report.
slept for barely 2 hours and ended up late.
had to take a cab to school and the bloody cab driver came late somemore.
sigh
spent 25 bucks
pathetic shit
but anyway, it was relief and elation i felt after that submission.
then, at 11 am, we had Japanese listening test
haha
that was a joke.
i didnt go for tutorials for 3 consecutive weeks.
hence, i barely had any idea what the hell was going on.
during the test, i was trying to pick out little words here and there, then deduce the answers on my own
haha
i'll be surprised if i can even pass.
sigh
ate at RITS after that with my baby, Sher, Bel, Gavin and Matt...
damn fun...
though i was made to eat food that i'd never choose to touch,
i still enjoyed myself.
the beef was okay...not as bad as i thought it would be...
had Caesar Salad.
haha
anyone who know me will know that i dont ever eat salad
furthermore,
the caesar had a hell lot of Parmesan cheese
ugh
gross
ate about half of my portion before i gave up
then came Cream of Butternut Squash.
wadehell is that??!!
haha
tasted like pumpkin though
similarly, drank half of it and passed over to my baby to finish up.
hehe
my rubbish bin.
no no...recycling bin!
haha
then the main course was tenderloin
kinda badly done by whom Cal refers to as the 'Platinum Card Members'.
muahaha...
but still edible
dessert was vanilla ice-cream & crepes with fruits.
the ice-cream was nice...but the crepe was not.
anyway
Mr. Neo put our mocktail and lattes on the house
plus
he personally made the lattes himself...irish cream and caramel...
yum yum....
haha
so honoured
=D
after jap tutorial,
went to town with dear...
wanted to watch I Not Stupid Too
so went to PS
but it was so damn bloody packed with pri and sec sch kids
argh
CNY celebrations ended too early for them
haha
so we walked to Cineleisure and managed to get great couple seat for the 7 pm show
but that would also mean that i'd be missing the final episode of Love Concierge...or was it wedding concierge?
haha
whatever
i so dont wanna miss that...
i wanna watch!!!
so, being so sweet, he said that he'll ask his mum to record for me.
and i demanded to go over his place to watch it after the movie ended
he refused but in the end cannot tahan me and he relented
ask me to wait for study week then watch?!?!
want me to die sia
haha
so from 5 pm to 7pm, we had 2 hours to stone.
went to meet up with val, huilan and mark
walked around Heeren
then got hungry and both of us went to eat at Marche =)
he said: don't just choose the cheapest stuff. just eat whatever you wanna eat.
*beams*
baby, you know i will spare a thought for your pocket and at the end of the day, i'll pay you back next week for the money you spent on me yesterday.but nevertheless...it was a really sweet gesture.it's the little things that count.anyway,
after eating, we went to watch the movie
it was an okay movie...
really touching at times though...i almost cried 2 or 3 times...
but one thing s'p movies have to stp doing is deliberately advertise during the show...really fake lor...spoiler...
what new moon brand, MyC card, etc...
spoil the whole show.
so after the movie, took a bus back to his house...
on the bus, we had a good chat and i'm convinced of his sincerity...his love...
when we reached his place,
HL msged him...want him to go accompany her at the bus stop while she change from bus 7 to 75.
was actually reluctant but went in the end.
i promised him to accept her and treat her as a friend like Joo
and i'll try.
that was the 1st step.
when she came, he told her about why i was at his place...to watch the show he recorded...
and she got so excited cos she wanted to watch but had to miss it.
in the end, we invited her to go and watch together.
so instead of me and him alone watching TV on a friday night, we had company
not that bad a thing though
it was an okay experience
haha
*winkz*
the final episode was rather disappointing though
sigh
i have this strong feeling that they squeezed 2 episodes into a single one so as to fit it into the last day of the week.
so sad
didnt see RuXin's baby.
oh well
too bad
after watching, walked HL out to the bus stop, waited for bus with her..
then i flagged a cab to go home...
all in all, i loved my friday.he was great, sweet and loving.thanks baby...anyway.
back to CNY eve.
as usual, it's mayhem in my house
woke up at 1 plus (too shagged after a whole week of no sleep)
showered and ate lunch which my grandmama cooked.
vegetarian noodles...
haha
used to vegetarian stuff already by now
then proceeded to change my bedshets for CNY.
according to my family's tradition,
New Year must have new bedsheets, new clothes, new underwear, new shoes and basically new everything.
when i was young and we were rather wealthy,
CNY would also mean new bags, new hair accessories, new wallet, new jewellery
haha
what a pampered little princess huh?
but now, got new clothes i'm damn happy le.
happiness is when you know how to appreciate whatever little things you have in life and not expecting more.alright. i drifted. back to the mayhem
then i folded all the clothes, washed the dirty clothes and hanged them out to dry.
cleaned up my table which was a mess due to all the chionging of work i was engaged in the past week.
vacuumed the house, cleared up whatever i could and now, i'm here, sitting in my newly made bed, blogging.
haha
ahh...here comes another reason i'm a happy gurl today...
tonight's reunion dinner,
Da ge, er ge and ZiHao will be coming!
haha...these are my favourite cousins who love me and dote on me more than any other relative.
maybe now that they're all grown up, it's getting rarer for us to meet but i know i still love them.
they've got a bastard father and their mum passed away some 3 or 4 years ago after battling brain cancer for 10 years.
all the more i love them cos they've not given up on life and their future.
there's so much i wanna catch up with them and hopefully can do it tonight =)
i just hope their father not coming.
dont wanna see him.
bleargh
gotta go change in a while...
and help prepare dinner...
wonder what my baby's doing now...
dunno if he's got reunion dinner tonight too...
maybe i'll sms him in awhile =D
sigh
like siying dajieda said that day...
i seem very xin fu now...
and that's the truth...i'm feeling more xin fu than i ever thought i'd be with him...
and i want this feeling of happiness to last forever...
remember what you asked me that day when i was sending you home on the bus? about after we graduate, after your NS and all that? i dont think i gave you a direct answer so here's it: It'll be the one thing i'm looking forward too. Yes. I want to. but that's only provided if you still want to when that time comes. you may be sure now...but things change and people will change when environments change. no matter how much i want it, i'll not force it out of you...and let's just let nature take it's course. your parents want you to further your studies overseas and you know you want to. go...it's a once in a lifetime chance and concerns your future. though you now have a part to play in my future plans, dont let it stop you. dont let it make u hesitate. there's no right or wrong...i only want what's best for you...and what makes you happy...regardless of what happens, remember this - wherever you go, whatever you do, i'll be right here waiting for you...i love you my dear...
'fallen_angel'
3:24 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
yay!
today signalled the end of Facilities Mgmt project...
the torture every HTM-ians have been suffocating under for the past few mths.
woo-hoo!
but it was after a gruelling 3 hours of presentations from 6 different groups.
and with a stroke of the suay-est luck ever, my group was to present last.
after 3 hours of sitting through 5 other groups of presentation, i lost all my mood for presenting my work.
sigh
think i screwed it all up for my group.
sorry guys...
sigh
the past 2 nights were spent at Gavin's house...chiong-ing project...
not chalet-ing
bleah...
3 days 2 nights add together, i had less than 8 hours of sleep
and i'm feeling so shagged
gonna KO once i finish this entry
and while the 4 of us were rushing our report and presentation,guess what our 5th member was doing?watching Backstreet Boy's concert, followed by sleep the night away, waiting for the finished productworse thing was that Monday afternoon, she told other people that our group's projects all done and settled...including FBO which is due on Fri.the irony in this is that she hasnt even done her part for that FBO project.how can she possibly say that we're done?!?!we're barely started lar.shittified.sigh...
and i really love angela now...she's so super hardworking i think she slept the least among us...
poor gurl...surely konked out now...
sigh
and i'm still sorry i cant go Gavin's place to overnight chiong FBO project on thursday night.
wanted to...
but daddy had to come and make a fucking big fuss outta things....
he thinks i'm fooling around outside when i dont come home.
he just doesnt trust that we're just rushing school projects.
sucks
and if he was just aiming me, i'm cool with that.
i've handled enough guys to know that i can scream at him and mae him feel guilty and burst his pathetically huge ego within minutes.
but i held back for the sake of my mum
she had to bear the brunt of the crap...
with daddy acusing her of not controlling me and pampering me too much
ha-ha
what a joke.
if i was pampered, would i need to work so hard all these years to help make ends meet?
bullshit
i just feel like telling him that he's putting all his efforts into making me and mummy lose hope in him.
but i know i cant do that cos after all, he's still my dad.
maybe i should just make it clear to him that i'm not some property of his and he cant control me like that
i'll just rebel again
and this time, he cant threaten to send me to a girls' home, simply because i'm over-aged.
let's see how he can threaten me again.
but knowing him, he'll just make use of my weakness -
my love for my mummy
he knows i love my mum and among all her kids, she loves me the most.
so, as usual, he'll take his anger out on my mum and make me feel guilty
what a bastard
he should start thinking of why i turned out the way i turned out...
i learnt drinking, smoking, clubbing, pubbing and staying out late all from him.
mummy barely drinks, she's home everynight and cant be bothered to go anywhere to chill.
so my dearest daddy, leave mummy alone especially when it's regarding us.she's innocent and she's probably the most wonderful thing to have happened to youwithout her, would you even be surviving today still?without her, would you have a home and a family to return to everynight?without her, you think your mother will have money to spend since she's already so old now?withour her, you'll be nothing.u can show your gratitude by showing her a little bit more affection and put in a little more effort.but you blame her for every little thing that goes wrongyou dont deserve hermummy's still really young and attractive.if it wasnt for the fact that she indeeds love you, she would have walked out on you years ago.wake up and face that fact.stop philandering outside all the timeu think she doesnt know?she's just closing one eye for the sake of usand even i know. think she wouldnt?dream oni hate the fact that everyone of my sisters and i have to walk on eggshells everydaywatching out for your moodswingstriggered by the lack of business in your crap trading businesswe love you to the max when you're making a little moneybut we just want you as far away from us as possible when business is badcos u act as though the whole world owes it to youwhich is patheticsighi'm too tired to scream back at you tonight so i took it all in stridebut when i flare up, dare me to walk out if i'm not happydare me again like you did...and i'll prove to you that i can walk out.i'm not even surviving on youyou're not even needed in my life.not financially, not emotionally, not physicallyso try me...i swore to myself that i'll never marry anyone like you in my future
cos it's just too sad
and i dont think i wanna live in a shadow of you for the rest of my life
i can now only hope and pray for the best
night night
baby, i love you...more than any words can describemore than anything else in the world right nowwherever you gowhatever you doi'll be right here waiting for you...
'fallen_angel'
10:49 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
i've officially sent Mr. Aloysius Lee an email to say i've given up on OSIP.
that is after a whole night of troubling and thinking
and an afternoon of speaking to mummy
she feels that it's not worth it...
that i shouldn't go
furthermore, what gonna happen to my family?
now they are still handling everything ok cos Chloe is working...
but i need to get a job to help out too...
Drago starting primary school next year...
sigh
guess it'll be better if i stay in Singapore...
where i can get at least $500 allowance every month
and i can still work part-time for more income
if i go over, i'll have to fork out my own air-fare, find a way to pay for my own expenditure...
all that even though food and lodging would most probably be provided
it's just not worth it...
plus
what am i to do without all my darlings over here in singapore for 5 whole months?
my family and friends
rozy, sher, etc...
sigh
i don't wanna even start on anyone else i'll be missing
i know myself too well...i get lonely too easily
i know there are differences to resolve
and i'll try my best to
hope you'd help me...
i don't ever wanna see the day i dread come...
like i said,
it truly pays to work out our differences
especially if it mean forever
all i can say is that i'll make an effort
i will...
sigh
i love you baby...
missing ya too...
now,
back to chionging projects
wish me luck!
'fallen_angel'
6:37 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
Open House was a blast!
or rather, HTM skit was a freaking good blast!
3 fantastic days of wonderful shows and we enjoyed ourselves to the max
it's been a long time since i did any performance
ever since sec school when we did talentime every year
even then, they were all dances and musicals
and cheerleading is a totally different thing too
though i'm very happy with it all...
i have to admit that Arthur had a greater effect in the show..
Gayism always works!
haha
that's something i can't do...so...too bad
haha
Arthur! You rock man! so sexaaaay!muahaha
sorry
i'm high
damn stressed from projects
but super high from HTM skit
though it's puzzling why the year ones were not involved at all
i mean
last year's skit, it was put up by our batch when we were freshies in HTM
why this year still us?
yoo-hoo...freshies....where are you?!?!anyway
they better buck up and be as enthu and ra-ra like us
so malu otherwise
keep up the tradition man...don't let the HTM spirit die...next year we no more chance to act... sad...
oh well
all things must come to an end someday, somehow...
monday and tuesday night,
we're gonna go over to Gavin's house to chiong projects overnight...sorry.
not overnight...is over TWO nights.so hiong man
sigh
gotta bring huge luggage to school on monday
pathetic
let's see...here's the brief checklist:
1. culinary science uniform
2. knife-set
3. safety boots
4. business suit
5. court-shoes
6. stockings and socks
7. laptop + adapter
8. notes like accounting, etc...
9. clothes to change and sleep in
("No skirts. No... Usual top you wear... Only polo-tee or t-shirts") yes dear...i promise. and i promise i won't sleep next to any guy. Alvin and Gavin? errr.... u want me to, i also don't want sia. muahaha... evil evil...
sigh
stressed
and guess what i just found out?
i lost my entire folder of FBO and Culinary Science documents!arghh!
mean, all the stuff i did for FBO project is all gone
gone with the wind...
sigh sigh sigh
i'm so dead
now i've gotta re-do by tonight and send to everyone by tmw
shittified
i'm so so so dead
sigh
damn stressed out
and everyone...let's go sing ktv after projectsktv... bowling... makan... chill... roller-blade... cycle...woah
alot of stuff to do sia
alright
i need to call Canteen soon...
Kai said i can call him if it takes to long for him to get back to me...
and i desperately need the money
by wednesday, if he doesnt call, i'm calling
thick-skinned lar...but i still have to do it...
oh well
see how it goes...
i'm broke!!!i need some incomeanyone got lobang?sigh sigh sigh
'fallen_angel'
9:37 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
sigh
i miss him so so so much...
he was busy the whole day at TP Open House
didn't even have the time to reply any of my msgs...
sigh
i sent 4 in total...didn't get one reply
don't blame him though...
he was just too busy...
did my MICE on-line quiz...only 20/40
unbelievable
the results of not going for lectures
sigh
what am i to do for the exams?
did my culinary science learning log too
sigh...boring shit.
tomorrow going for open house
sian
would rather stay home and do projects
sigh
feeling depressed today...
no particular reason...
guess i'm just missing him too much...
love-sick
ugh
disappointed by myself
shameful behaviour
sigh
oh well
a rather senseless post today...
sorry...
too boring a day for anything interesting
just sms-ed my baby but he didn't reply too...guess he's busy having his dinner with his friends.
sigh
i'll just keep waiting...
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... zzzzZZZZ ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
Just The Way You Are - Billy Joel
Don't go changing, to try and please me
You never let me down before
Don't imagine you're too familiar
And I don't see you anymore
I would not leave you in times of trouble
We could never have come this far
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times
I'll take you just the way you are
Don't go trying some new fashion
Don't change the color of your hair
You always have my unspoken passion
Although I might not seem to care
I don't want clever conversation
I never want to work that hard
I just want someone I can talk to
I want you just the way you are
I need to know that you will always be the same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you
I said I love you & that's forever
And this I promise from the heart
I could not love you any better
I love you just the way you are
..............................................
dear, this is what i really have to say to you
i love ypou just the way you are
though at times you get on my nerves
i'm still loving you as deeply as ever
i don't want you to ever change the way you are
i just hope that one day you'll learn the art of being romantic and sensitive
;)
you're getting better by the day but there's still room for improvement
hehe
sorry...getting carried away...
i'm craving you now!
argh...
hoping to get your call soon...
'fallen_angel'
6:51 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
i'm gonna be more vulgar than usual in this entry so please bear with me.
the fucking exam time-table is out
20 Feb, 0930-1130: accounting (okay lar)
21 Feb, 1430-1630: F&B Ops & Mgmt (freaking shit. i hate afternoon papers)21 Feb, 1900-2100: MICE (WHAT?!? at night?!?! on the same day as FBOps?!?! FUCK!!!)22 Feb, 1430-1630: Facilities Mgmt (so gonna die for this sub. can pass, i fly to the moon)
23 Feb, 0930-1130: Lodging Systems & Ops (lucky last paper in the morining. lessen my pain)
so there you go...
5 fucking papers in 4 fucking days
god bless my soul man.
tempting to start mugging from today but i don't have time to do projects as it is already.
sigh
sigh
sigh
and today was okay-ly okay only.
got myself pissed off early in the morning
before i start, here's a
disclaimer:those peeps who know me well enough,will also know that i'm not the sorta girl who would hate anyone to the core.especially not another girli prefer to protect my own specieshence, for me to really hate you disgustingly,you've really gotta be one hell of a first-class pussy shit (excuse the language).fucking piece of crap bitchhow dare she openly put her disgusting arms around my baby?!?
in front of my bloody face.
where the fuck did her shame go to?
eaten by the fucking bitches who take her as role model?
in front of me so blatant,
behind my back? who knows?
i'd be a god-dammed fool to trust her in any way.
in case you dunno who she is, it's TR**A.anyone in HTM probably knows who she is.
i was actually getting to the level of accepting her for who she is, but too bad for her.bad move, bitch.wrote something in the fit of the moment and i don't regret it.
i'm still gonna post it.
here it goes -
A note to that F***ing bitch:Keep your whoring hands off my guy. and anyone else's guy, for that matter.Put your arms around him, or touch him anywhere,and i swear i'll disfigure them.when that time comesi'll laugh when no guy ever wants to touch you ever again.i apologise if i'm scaring anyone who's reading
but as the saying goes,
"hell hath no fury like a woman scorned"
touch what belongs to me, and i swear i'll make you pay.
actually, to be honest, anyone can touch him...
like sherry, drey, joo, val...
go ahead!
u can bite him, hug him, anything!
too bad the person today was YOU.my fury was unleashed on you and only you.go reflect and think about why.though i doubt u actually know about this blog,someone should just remind u how you should watch yourself at times.especially times when it concerns a guy...a guy with a girlfriend...a guy who has his girlfriend standing right in front of your screwed-up face.fuck everyone else who thinks i'm just being a jealous girlfriend.it's my right and it's only because i love him too much.baby, i hope you'll understand my feelings...sigh
shan't explain myself any further
u'll understand if u'll understand.
gotta go do my work now.
bye all.
'fallen_angel'
8:05 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
woo-hoo!
i'm a happy gurl today...
daddy subscribed to Singnet Broadband and in return, i got a new laptop!
muahaha...
granted that it's not exclusively mine, but at least i got new laptop to use...
sharing it with chloe, it means next semester we'll both be snatching for the usage of the laptop.
the best thing now is that daddy installed wireless router...
i can officially surf the net, check my mail, chat, research and of course blog in my room from now on!
no need to go outside and connect my old and crappy laptop to the router outside...no aircon...bleah
haha
damn happy lar...
the previous one the batt spoil so can only use at home near a power plug
but now i can take it anywhere! and still maintain the internet connection
muahaha
okay..i should stop gloating
but really happy!
today's culi sci was quite fun
i was put in the garde manger alone to do the appetizer salad and dessert
Chef Loh and Chef Goh came in to help once in a while but it wasn't busy so it was still manageable for me...
Chef Loh's a really nice guy who's always willing to help and answer any of your questions...
Chef Goh's new but obviously very experienced in teaching, she's really funny...
i hate TP's home-made ice-cream lar...super disgusting taste and super dificult to dig
last time work Gelare my wrist also not as pain as today sia
grrr...
oh and can someone please remind me to do my Learning Log and MICE on-line quiz?
i'm so gonna forget
so much stuff to do!!!
sigh
before i get back to project work, just a little something i wanna say to my darling...
u made my day today with those words you said...
to you, they might sound so simple and even mushy
but to me, they're words of pure gold...
nothing is worth more than that...
i love you...
don't let that fire die... don't ever let it go...
alright?
we have such a long way more to go... it's scary...
help me keep our love alive...
oh well.
this is getting abit mushy... but still...
oh well...
good night everyone...
'fallen_angel'
11:15 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006
supposed to update yesterday but was super lazy.
anyway,
yesterday was our 4 month anniversary and i enjoyed myself thoroughly
before i start on yesterday, here's something i've got to say...
congrats baby! for winning "Stumped"...
i know it was taxing and tiring but it's all worthwhile right?
$250 dining voucher for Rasa Sentosa?!!!?
*jealous*
haha
very very proud of you.
alright
back to yesterday.
afternoon went to The Canteen by Les Amis for interview
Kai was nice and i think i've got a huge chance in getting the job.
excited *beams*
thanks again to you, baby.
went to watch Memoirs of the Geisha at Lido after that...
sneak previews
very very nicely filmed, but disappointing to me cos i read the book.
you won't believe how different the story was from the actual book and how MUCH was cut out from the original. i don't wanna get started cos it'll take me ages and ages to finish criticising the parts that were changed and cut out.
the key point was that i enjoyed the show...with him...
and he was silly enough to say that i look like Zhang Ziyi.
bleah
i wish ah.
please don't insult her kaez.
she's so goddamn pretty lar.
gorgeously gorgeous
amazingly beautiful...
especially in her geisha outfit and when she danced.
*drools*
and Gong Li is literally perfect.
pretty, beautiful, elegant...
you can't tell that she's not young anymore...
then, we walked (or rather i walked and he limped) to paragon to eat at Bakerzin
the pasta, is heavenly.
i wanted to order the ham and bacon penne pasta cos it was only 10.50...though i was really eyeing the seafood pasta...15.50. save money for him cos he's gotta pay gavin $250... sigh
but he found out that i wanted the seafood pasta and went ahead to order it for me... and it was heavenly...one of the best pasta i've had in a long long time...
thanks dear, once again for being so sweet to me.
shared a marvellous warm chocolate cake with vanilla ice-cream with him before heading home...
he was limpig so badly i couldn't bear to let him go home alone so i sent him home before taking a cab home... one of the most perfect days i've had in a long long time. thanks again baby...
i love you...
there'll be a million more 15ths to come so i'll be looking forward to it...
love ya
'fallen_angel'
1:30 PM
Friday, January 13, 2006
alright alright
i'm gonna update my blog!
stop nagging...
i'm just too busy and lazy.
sorry lar...
anyway.
a few updates in my life.
hmm...
let's see...
i was 1 of the 6 that got shortlisted for the second round of interview for the Vietnam OSIP
sigh
never thought i'd have this chance
i'll just try my best
today, went to TP for career fair
supposed to help mummy with her Minitoons booth
but her 'business' so bad, i was so free.
i think i know why actually...McDonald's next to us, Ritz Carlton opposite us? what else.
went round, talk to different companies and listened to a few talks.
ritz carlton - didn't seem to enthusiastic, found her not pleasant. hence, i'm not keen
raffles hotel - really really nice HR manager and she promised to get back to me...looking forward to it :)
ascott group - Sky(HTB) is a scholar from Ascott Grp?!?! god. anyway, got her namecard, will call her when SIP comes around.
SIA (cabin crew) - no attachment. but i'm so gonna apply for a job there when i graduate! I'm gonna be an SQ girl!!! woo-hoo~! i'm gonna fly...i'm gonna soar...i'm gonna travel the world and the 7 seas! muahahaha...
alot more...can't remember...
lotsa projects due...
i got so much to do that i don't know where to start.
i'm spending my free time sleeping instead.
how pathetic?
sigh
oh yah!
today got SAF airforce and civil defence guys at the fair
hehehe.
super cute
but don't worry...i see no touch lar.
they gave me 2 airplane pins! damn chio...damn chio!
dear, i got one for you...sunday give you k?
*beams*
sunday supposed to go for interview and dear promised to go with me
hope he remembers
and it's a special day...
hope he make an effort
i love you!
tomorrow, TAS got World Gourmet Summit event
boss asked me to help with either service or culinary side
can't decide
i think i'm more suitable for service? but i really wanna try culinary.
sigh
guess i'll just stick with the same job i'm best with.
gotta report at 9 am
hope i can wake up :)
dear's taking part in "Stumped" today and tomorrow
it's gonna be an overnight thingy.
and i wish him all the best
though i know it's gonna be tough cos there'll be too many intellectual challenges.
muahaha.
so evil.
but it's true!
they've got brawns, no brains.
they said it themselves lar.
they're gonna be staying over at TAS tonight
hope he takes good care of himself...super worried for him.
oh well...
k lar.
gotta go do my project stuff...
be back again.
don't nag!
love you all!
'fallen_angel'
7:01 PM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
alright.
i'm sorry to have neglected this particular cyber-friend of mine who has been most loyal to me in every way.
and for the sake of you,
i'm back.
first of all,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
well, belated...but better late than never :p
i've gotta explain myself...
i didn't blog the past week or so purely because i was lazy, tired and plus now, i'm sick.
flu, sore throat, cough, fever...
sigh.
u name it, i've got it.
sorry folks!
school has been ridiculous...
projects, projects and more projects.
assignments, online tests, homework and many many more.
argh.
i feel like i need at least one whole day off from school just to complete all this crap and start trying to keep pace with the frantic one set by our lunatic lecturers.
lolZZ~
got back accounting mid-semester test results.
36.5 out of 40 marks.
good?
i don't know... perhaps just a teeny weeny bit disappointed but it's more than enough for me
dear, i know you're also disappointed but i'm still gonna be supporting you all the way.
continue working hard alright?
i have faith in you :)
and in case you don't know,
we're back together... meaning the status is official again so stop guessing...
i know it's gonna be tough and i won't say it'll 101% work out but i'll not give up without trying.
regardless of all other factors, my feelings for him can't be denied.
thank you for the wonderful day today.
dinner was marvellous
'post-dinner dessert' was yum-yum, finger-lickin' good
and the whole day was just sweet and i was quite happy.
hopefully i can feel this way everyday... ... ...
sigh.
guess that's all for now.
just ate flu medicine so my head is spinning now.
and i gotta go finish up the FILA for tomorrow morning's consultation.
sigh sigh sigh
night all...
oh yah, dear? i've gotta say this somehow...
i love you.
~may the angels from heaven bless you while you sleep soundly tonight...~
'fallen_angel'
11:06 PM
