Sunday, December 25, 2005
DAY 2
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just had an hour-long sms chat with him.
yes...he's still in Hokkaido
but he bothered to sms me...
sigh
all of a sudden i feel so 'xing fu'
and cos his room is in the basement, there's no reception in it...
he had to go out to the balcony and stick his hand out to get reception on his hp...
and what's more, it's snowing really really heavily over in Hokkaido.
means? it's freezing cold...and he endured it just cos he missed me and wanted to talk to me.
why haven't i known how sweet he can be?
sorry dear, i know you don't like me to blog about us but i really can't help it today...really had to let it out.sigh.
it feels horrible that i can't give him one big christmas hug today...sad.
i'll make it up to him when you return on Friday :)
it's day 2 now and 5 more days to go...
i'm already missing you like crazy...thank goodness he promised to sms me every now and then throughout the day cos everyday i'm just waiting for nightfall, when him get back to his room for his sms...
now hopefully, my wait can be shortened :)
i just feel really bad about his mum's hp bill that come at the end of the month...it's gonna skyrocket...
i can only say i'll try to cut it short...
sigh.
now i'm just sitting alone in my living room, listening to MP3s on my comp, reading the lyrics to some of them and feeling oh so lonely. supposed to do some work for project, but no mood. it's Christmas Day, for goodness' sake!!! sigh.
can't wait for him to come back... i know he was really upset when he tagged here and i don't blame him. i guess he's also entitled to his own opinion when it comes to matters like this...and i've realised that i'm also at fault for making him sound so so bad at times...my dear, i'm sorry.i truly am...for every, every thing i've done to upset you.so many things i did wrong and so many things i wanna make up to you... give us another chance...i wanna learn how to give more than i wanna take...i wanna cherish and hold on to what we share. let me try...give me some time to prove it all to you...come home soon...
'fallen_angel'
10:18 PM