Thursday, December 29, 2005
Day 6 of his absence.
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barely mid-day and i'm feeling so down already...
sigh
went for OSIP briefing at TP today, with Mr. Aloysius Lee and Ms. Ivy Tan
all went perfectly well until Ms. Tan said we would all have to prepare at least $3K to $5K in order for them to consider us for the OSIP...it's for security sake.
some seniors from last year went OSIP and during their 23 weeks, they were not paid a single cent of pay nor allowance. furthermore, they had to pay for their own food, accomodation and airfare.
all that while their fellow friends in Singapore were given a monthly allowance of at least S$500.
i'm okay with not getting a pay cos i get the experience in return.
but where am i gonna get the 3 to 5 thousand bucks from???
sigh
guess i'll have to give the OSIP a miss and keep my aspirations grounded locally.
i believe i have so much more to offer than Singapore can receive. i wanna go somewhere where i can learn of things never taught here. i wanna go overseas!!!
that's a major disappointment of my year 2005.
sigh
and he's still not back.
last night, my hp lagged and i didn't receive his last few smses
neither did he receive mine.
when i found out, i was so upset i had difficulties falling asleep
sigh
why?
dunno...
i know u'll probably say i'm being very silly but i couldn't help it...
i really tried to sleep!!!
anyway, tomorrow have to go all the way to school to sign-up for elective and CDS...online.
yes, online.
my comp at home can't log-in TP webbie!
and that's why i'll have to go to school...
please whoever and whoever, do not fight me for the comp!
i gotta help Tian select his subjects too...
so don't screw-up on me or i'll live my life in guilt forever.
serious!
ha-ha.
retarded.
oh and for the sake of darling Edna, i know i've got enough readers here so here's it:there's gonna be a massive new year's eve bash at Ngee Ann City called "Get the funk out".and she's selling tickets for only $20. the usual price is $25 and $35 (guys and gals respectively). interested? call her at 97427488.hurry hurry!not much time left...i know many of you are gonna go for the Siloso Beach one with sand, sea, foam, bikini babes and topless hunks. but just give it some thought alright?
and those of you who confirmed the party with us at Holland V., no backing out!!!
quite abit of time has past between us but nothing has changed.
my feelings haven't...in any case, it has grown.
hope you can feel that...
i've believed that it takes more than love to keep 2 people in a relationship
i still believe that.
but now, i've come to accept that even if there's just love and nothing more, it's not impossible.
cos the love will eventually tell me to work for it and make it succeed.
i'm blabbering.
bleah bleah bleah
okay...i'll stop here to continue eating my maggi mee.
ciao ciao...
'fallen_angel'
1:28 PM