Friday, December 30, 2005
final day of waiting!
+++++++++++
phew.
at long last.
he's probably somewhere among the clouds falling asleep or stoning.
oh well
i'm being lame...
sorry if my entry seems kinda incoherent and crazy...that's how i am now :)
just made chocolate-coated strawberries and grapes!haha
damn cool
expensive stuff ah...but what to do?
hershey's chocolate eh!
my first batch was beautiful...so proud of myself :D
the second batch screwed up cos i act smart go and heat the chocolate for too long.
in the end everything harden up...annoying shit.
so, i only have about 10 presentable chocolate-coated strawberries to bring to the party tmw.and there are like 20 people who's gonna be there?shit.
sigh
guess i got no choice but to make more.or...just leave it and share it with the early birds and my darling.muahaha...evil evil.
but if i were to go buy more, i'll have to spend at least 20 bucks more.
heartpain sia.
should i? or should i not?the devil vs the angel.hmphwho's gonna triumph?
sigh...
let me ponder over it again.
let's see.
tomorrow's party shall start about 7...
wonder if he'll ask me to go earlier?
i wanna go help set up...feel bad letting him do it alone.
somehow i feel like i should.
but he keeps saying he'll think about it.
bleah
annoyingly annoyingirritatingly irritatingand i need to find myself a freaking job?
sigh
i'm like perpetually broke.even today's cash for chocolate-coated strawberries were contributed by my dear Chloe...cos she just got her freaking pay!arghjealous
1000 plus eh
hmph
i desperately need a job.who got lobang?please please...pretty pretty please?sigh
and i feel bad not being able to pay the hp bills for myself and my sisters anymore...and i feel bad asking mummy for pocket money each weekand i feel bad asking mummy for transport feesi never had to...why now?argh!
Pan Pacific screwed up my life sia...
or rather, the people in pan pacific screwed up my life.
shittified assholes.
and dear said he bought me something from japan!
haha...
so over-the-moon happy lar...
i don't care what it is...cos i know i'll love it no matter what
thanks dear!now i can't wait for tomorrow to come so i can see what the hell it is...
for now, i'm just praying that he'll be safe...arrive safe and sound in Singapore tonight.that's all i wish for...i know it sounds silly but i can't help worrying...
p.s. people coming tomorrow, 7 pm...or anythime after that's fine too. need to know where the hell it is? call me or him, or whoever you think might know. see ya guys tomorrow!!! i can't wait! haha...ciao ciao!
'fallen_angel'
5:09 PM