Monday, December 12, 2005
hey everyone.
i'm back.
yes.
i know i said i'll stop blogging here
but upon request from many many people, i'm making a comeback!
don't expect much cos i've learnt my lesson from before.
it's gonna be a brand new start for me.
i guess it's not that bad a thing to start afresh
no more horrible tantrums from me
no more silly arguments by myself
no more unreasonable demands to make our lives miserable
friends are hard to come by
good friends are even harder to come by
in my heart, you're more than just a good friend
it's a pretty special place you hold in my heart
it's been an emotional day for me
and to everyone who's worried and concerned, i'm okay.
well, at least i'll be okay in time to come.
i've realised that life can be so beautiful
and i have to thank you for showing me that...
like you've said, it's not the end of the world
neither is it the end of everything.
i trust you and your feelings...
don't doubt mine as well.
there's so much more i wanna say but i believe actions really do speak louder than words
i've been regretting my past actions and i'm determined to cancel out those lousy habits
no promises and no guarantees...
i can only say i'll try.
i hope that for a start, we can recall all our promises from before
for one, never hide anything from each other
it's the least i can expect, right?
the short two days have shown me how wrong i was and how much you mean to me
to others, time is merely an excuse
to me, time is my only hope
i'm hanging on...barely...by a thin thread of hope
let's work together for what's best for us.
some people have asked me why i seem to have so little good friends
and i say i've never been bothered by it.
all i need are the wonderful individuals who never fail to make my day, comfort me when i'm down and share their happiness with me.
ladies & gentlemen, guys & girls, you know who you are
thanks for showing me that it's the quality and not the quantity that counts in friendship.
thanks for putting up with my moodswings and tantrums and sometimes undeliberate neglect.
know that i love every single one of you to the max, aite?
sorry for the emo post everyone.
from now on, i'll try to write about my day more often...
rather than my feelings.
a safer choice?
probably.
i'm tired out...exhausted...gonna go get some sleep.
~home is where your heart belongs. and being homeless is a painful feeling~
'fallen_angel'
9:15 PM