Saturday, January 28, 2006
yippee!
it's CNY eve today...but i shall save my new year greetings for later tonight.
i'm elated today...
let's list out the reasons one by one =)
firstly, all projects are over!
though there are still online tests, jap role-play presentation and the final exam coming up within the next 2 to 3 weeks, it's still a major relief that projects are over.
yesterday, 27 Jan, signalled the end.
we handed in FBO project at 10 plus and immediately felt relieved.
i spent the entire night working on the FBO report.
slept for barely 2 hours and ended up late.
had to take a cab to school and the bloody cab driver came late somemore.
sigh
spent 25 bucks
pathetic shit
but anyway, it was relief and elation i felt after that submission.
then, at 11 am, we had Japanese listening test
haha
that was a joke.
i didnt go for tutorials for 3 consecutive weeks.
hence, i barely had any idea what the hell was going on.
during the test, i was trying to pick out little words here and there, then deduce the answers on my own
haha
i'll be surprised if i can even pass.
sigh
ate at RITS after that with my baby, Sher, Bel, Gavin and Matt...
damn fun...
though i was made to eat food that i'd never choose to touch,
i still enjoyed myself.
the beef was okay...not as bad as i thought it would be...
had Caesar Salad.
haha
anyone who know me will know that i dont ever eat salad
furthermore,
the caesar had a hell lot of Parmesan cheese
ugh
gross
ate about half of my portion before i gave up
then came Cream of Butternut Squash.
wadehell is that??!!
haha
tasted like pumpkin though
similarly, drank half of it and passed over to my baby to finish up.
hehe
my rubbish bin.
no no...recycling bin!
haha
then the main course was tenderloin
kinda badly done by whom Cal refers to as the 'Platinum Card Members'.
muahaha...
but still edible
dessert was vanilla ice-cream & crepes with fruits.
the ice-cream was nice...but the crepe was not.
anyway
Mr. Neo put our mocktail and lattes on the house
plus
he personally made the lattes himself...irish cream and caramel...
yum yum....
haha
so honoured
=D
after jap tutorial,
went to town with dear...
wanted to watch I Not Stupid Too
so went to PS
but it was so damn bloody packed with pri and sec sch kids
argh
CNY celebrations ended too early for them
haha
so we walked to Cineleisure and managed to get great couple seat for the 7 pm show
but that would also mean that i'd be missing the final episode of Love Concierge...or was it wedding concierge?
haha
whatever
i so dont wanna miss that...
i wanna watch!!!
so, being so sweet, he said that he'll ask his mum to record for me.
and i demanded to go over his place to watch it after the movie ended
he refused but in the end cannot tahan me and he relented
ask me to wait for study week then watch?!?!
want me to die sia
haha
so from 5 pm to 7pm, we had 2 hours to stone.
went to meet up with val, huilan and mark
walked around Heeren
then got hungry and both of us went to eat at Marche =)
he said: don't just choose the cheapest stuff. just eat whatever you wanna eat.
*beams*
baby, you know i will spare a thought for your pocket and at the end of the day, i'll pay you back next week for the money you spent on me yesterday.but nevertheless...it was a really sweet gesture.it's the little things that count.anyway,
after eating, we went to watch the movie
it was an okay movie...
really touching at times though...i almost cried 2 or 3 times...
but one thing s'p movies have to stp doing is deliberately advertise during the show...really fake lor...spoiler...
what new moon brand, MyC card, etc...
spoil the whole show.
so after the movie, took a bus back to his house...
on the bus, we had a good chat and i'm convinced of his sincerity...his love...
when we reached his place,
HL msged him...want him to go accompany her at the bus stop while she change from bus 7 to 75.
was actually reluctant but went in the end.
i promised him to accept her and treat her as a friend like Joo
and i'll try.
that was the 1st step.
when she came, he told her about why i was at his place...to watch the show he recorded...
and she got so excited cos she wanted to watch but had to miss it.
in the end, we invited her to go and watch together.
so instead of me and him alone watching TV on a friday night, we had company
not that bad a thing though
it was an okay experience
haha
*winkz*
the final episode was rather disappointing though
sigh
i have this strong feeling that they squeezed 2 episodes into a single one so as to fit it into the last day of the week.
so sad
didnt see RuXin's baby.
oh well
too bad
after watching, walked HL out to the bus stop, waited for bus with her..
then i flagged a cab to go home...
all in all, i loved my friday.he was great, sweet and loving.thanks baby...anyway.
back to CNY eve.
as usual, it's mayhem in my house
woke up at 1 plus (too shagged after a whole week of no sleep)
showered and ate lunch which my grandmama cooked.
vegetarian noodles...
haha
used to vegetarian stuff already by now
then proceeded to change my bedshets for CNY.
according to my family's tradition,
New Year must have new bedsheets, new clothes, new underwear, new shoes and basically new everything.
when i was young and we were rather wealthy,
CNY would also mean new bags, new hair accessories, new wallet, new jewellery
haha
what a pampered little princess huh?
but now, got new clothes i'm damn happy le.
happiness is when you know how to appreciate whatever little things you have in life and not expecting more.alright. i drifted. back to the mayhem
then i folded all the clothes, washed the dirty clothes and hanged them out to dry.
cleaned up my table which was a mess due to all the chionging of work i was engaged in the past week.
vacuumed the house, cleared up whatever i could and now, i'm here, sitting in my newly made bed, blogging.
haha
ahh...here comes another reason i'm a happy gurl today...
tonight's reunion dinner,
Da ge, er ge and ZiHao will be coming!
haha...these are my favourite cousins who love me and dote on me more than any other relative.
maybe now that they're all grown up, it's getting rarer for us to meet but i know i still love them.
they've got a bastard father and their mum passed away some 3 or 4 years ago after battling brain cancer for 10 years.
all the more i love them cos they've not given up on life and their future.
there's so much i wanna catch up with them and hopefully can do it tonight =)
i just hope their father not coming.
dont wanna see him.
bleargh
gotta go change in a while...
and help prepare dinner...
wonder what my baby's doing now...
dunno if he's got reunion dinner tonight too...
maybe i'll sms him in awhile =D
sigh
like siying dajieda said that day...
i seem very xin fu now...
and that's the truth...i'm feeling more xin fu than i ever thought i'd be with him...
and i want this feeling of happiness to last forever...
remember what you asked me that day when i was sending you home on the bus? about after we graduate, after your NS and all that? i dont think i gave you a direct answer so here's it: It'll be the one thing i'm looking forward too. Yes. I want to. but that's only provided if you still want to when that time comes. you may be sure now...but things change and people will change when environments change. no matter how much i want it, i'll not force it out of you...and let's just let nature take it's course. your parents want you to further your studies overseas and you know you want to. go...it's a once in a lifetime chance and concerns your future. though you now have a part to play in my future plans, dont let it stop you. dont let it make u hesitate. there's no right or wrong...i only want what's best for you...and what makes you happy...regardless of what happens, remember this - wherever you go, whatever you do, i'll be right here waiting for you...i love you my dear...
'fallen_angel'
3:24 PM
