Tuesday, February 21, 2006
fuck.
i'm officially a goner for my MICE exam paper.
i left numerous questions blank and the rest was not even halfway done.
why?
cos i blanked out.
yesh.
for the first time in 12 years, i blanked out.
ever since my first test in Primary, i've never blanked out for an exam before.
walked in clueless, yes. but blanked out? hell no.
but it happened today.
and for the first time in 12 years, i cried after walking out of the examination room.
i couldnt help it.
i studied! for heaven's sake, i studied my ass out!
everyone who studied with me over the past week would know.
i studied like a mad woman but in the end i forgot everything i studied.
why?
dont ask me.
i wouldnt be here now if i knew why.
fucking piece of crapshit.
i hate MICE. and gavin, if u happen to read this, please return me my MICE notes?
i'll need it for Supp paper in a few weeks' time.
thanks alot man.
and mummy, sorry.
i know u want me to get back my DHL from last year...
but i think i'll have to disappoint you once again.
cos supp paper=no DHL
simple.
oh well
fuck
i hate myself.
and i need to get down to studying for FM
if the same thing happens, i'll kill myself.
tmw's paper in the afternoon but i'll be going to school early to study again.
it's the only thing that can make me wake up early in the morning so i wont waste the whole morning lazing in bed.
god bless me.
i need to study.
i need to score.
i need my baby...
i need someone to gimme a great big hug now...
sigh.
but in the meantime, UZap! here i come.......................................
'fallen_angel'
10:28 PM