Sunday, March 12, 2006
i hate my life.
i hate everything that's going on.
sometimes i wonder, will it be better if i dont exist at all?
if i'm not in your life, will your life be simpler, happier, free-er?
i dont really know what i'm saying right now.
i love you so much
but it tires me out
i'm trying so hard but nothing is coming out of it.
i dont blame anyone but myself.
i guess you're right...
that something's wrong if i'm trying so hard and no results can be seen.
it is a fact that i want you and i need you...
yes, i can live without you.
but i rather not.
i dont want to...
if that day ever comes, i know i'll break down...
but i'll live.
i'll still live.
i'm babbling...but i'm still gonna post this.
but i might also delete this post by tonight.
i believe that people like rozy who reads nora roberts, will know what kind of love i'm looking for... will know what i need from the guy i love with all my heart...
you.
i hate it when i feel this dull ache in my heart...
i hate it when you start talking about us not being able to last.
but i guess it's inevitable
i love you
i want to be with you for the rest of my life...
i'm trying my best to make it happen...
but i need you to help me... by seeing things from my light and thinking loving me more...the way i need to feel loved...
i love you.
so much
'fallen_angel'
3:07 PM