Tuesday, March 07, 2006
is it even a wonder why i love you?it felt so right seeing you in the morning when you just woke upit felt so right reading my book in peace by your side while you indulged in your early morning gaming fixit felt right eating lunch at your dining table with you, though mostly in silence, it was in peace and happiness (well, at least it was to me)it felt right lazing in your bed, listening to the sounds of your shower and dozing off right where i wasit felt right watching you chose your clothes from the wardrobe and watching you dress up in your formal wearit felt right even when i was helping you find your tieand it definitely felt right waiting for your to put on your socks and shoes so we could leave the house together so, all that made the early rise in the morning and the 1 hour 45 minute journey all oh so worthwhile.
in the cab home just now, i had a smile on my face.
cos i was playing the '1 month - 1 year - 10/20 years' game in my head.
haha
dont even bother asking me what it actually is
all i can say is:baby, you won the game.a month from now, i can picture you and me spending time together..... chilling at home when i'm not working, going out fro occasional movies and dinner dates, etc. all that while waiting for the new semester to begin... guessing and worrying about whether we'll still be in the same class.a year from now, well, most probably we would have just finished SIP, and you'd be getting ready to go to the army. and i can still picture myself waiting for saturdays and spending quality time with you. and the worse part of it would be missing you like crazy when you're not around most of the week and we cant say "good night, sweet dreams, i love you" every night.and 10/20 years from now? well....... i've got a list of names compiled, but as for whether i'll go with your idea and call our kid "Nile Lee", shall reamin to be seen. and no, i'm quite sure it's not a unisex name. it's totally male. and though by then our lives would have turned into something of a routine, it would be a comfortable one....one that we built together...one that belongs only to us...ok maybe i think too much...but hey, a girl's gotta be entitled to her dreams and fantasies, dont she?
without a dream, nothing will ever come trueand without a vision for the future, it will remain bleak for a long long time to come.so, i have my dreams and my visions.....waiting for the day their brought to life.i love you, mr-look-like-piglet-when-you're-asleep.
so so very much...
'fallen_angel'
12:16 AM