Tuesday, March 07, 2006
my second post for tonight, but i thought of this diary entry i wrote sometime in 2004
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some people treat love as a game.
you play it, and it's either a win or a loss.
there's no ending or a future to it most of the time.
some others, believe in love.
so much so that it's the centre of their life... an ultimate goal to work towards.
there's no right or wrong i love.
no right or wrong person to love either.
only how the person you love is loved and how you are loved.
is it the way you want it to be?
if it is, good.
if it's not, decide if you still wanna live with it. if the answere's a no, move on.
love is meant to be fully enjoyed when in full bloom...just like the colourful flowers in the garden in spring.beautiful, breathtaking, delicious, marvellous, enjoyable, etc... all you can ever think of.that's how speechless i get when i feel that warmth of love spread through me...with you.at times, it just feels like a quiet small stream, flowing through the countryside, bubbling and bobbing along ever so softly, and also being heartwarming and loving.at other times, it explodes into a frenzy of massive waves and fierce upheavals, flooding the banks and blanketing everything else in view. everything feels so right now...
i know that things will not be 100% smooth-sailing.
rapids and potholes are unavoidable.
these and the occasional waterfall just has to be dealt with carefully... with lotsa TLC *winkz*...
for now, i'm preparing for THE DATE this coming wednesday.looking forward to a fantastic night with ya..cant wait!oh and i've gotta warn you in advance - i'm a sucker for romance... so if you dont want me to fall head over heels in love with ya all over again, dont be too sweet =)
'fallen_angel'
12:50 AM