Thursday, April 27, 2006
i'm glad to see that you're doing well and moving on...
i hope to let you know that deep in my heart, you're still a precious friend to treasure.
i know i've let you down but you should know that i never stopped loving you.
it was for the best that we split up... i hope one day you can see that...
i'm sorry for all the hurt and pain i brought you and thank god for all the wonderful friends you have that stood by you when i couldn't
now, i hope to tell you that regardless of what happens in the future, i cherish you
so don't hesitate to call me or even just sms me when u need to talk.
i can't promise i'll have the time, but i can assure you that i'll find it for you.
i've disappointed you and alot of people around me.
but what i do, is what i have to do...maybe even what i need to do.
when loneliness stikes me, i feel tempted to call ya, but i had to resist the temptation.
cos i know that it'll only hurt you more.
it's funny how things turned out huh?
when we started out, u didn't love me.
you went into it to 'try it out'. remember?
but i managed to touch your heart with my devotion and sinceriy.
i guess it wore me down some to try so hard...
it tired me out...
i'm sorry that things had to end...
i loved the times we shared together when we were not quarreling...
truly...
i know everyone will be reading this and to some, what i say is bullshit.
i hope you're not one of them...
i know what other people have been told since we broke up... but i don't wanna think about that.
u're entitled to your own interpretations of my words...
but the fact is that i didnt leave you cos i stopped loving you... that cannot be the truth...for those who know my feelings for you will know...
i hope you know...
that's all i have to say....
haven't seen u in school the whole week and i just cant get used to it...
hope to see you soon...
no hidden meanings though...
it's true that time to heal all wounds and lessen all pain...i hope it will for you, the way it has for me...
'fallen_angel'
3:12 PM