Tuesday, May 30, 2006
did i just wake up from a dream?
it all seemed really unreal
a whole day
and it felt like a total blur
one moment it's there, the next it's not.
i don't even know how it all happened
the emptiness inside of me is hideous
the void is unfillable
but people say life still has to go on
the bond was there, the love is still great
but ultimately, i still had to let it go
will it ever come back to me?
please... i promise to treasure it with my heart and soul
will i ever have a choice again?
the physical pain is bearable. in fact, it's gone.
but it hurts
so bad
i dunno how to make it all go away
perhaps, it never will
it'll remain a part of my shadow till the day i leave this world
god save my soul
i'm sorry...
so so sorry...
'fallen_angel'
10:54 AM