Wednesday, June 14, 2006
gayna nu-er!haha
a special tribute to you wor...
this year, you're the only one who sang me a birthday song on my birthday itself
i was really surprised
and touched at the same time
thank you so very very much=)
Also the people who did wished me happy birthday,
but only after i posted my post that day
My cousins Sabrina and Regine
My sisters and little rascal brother
and everyone else
you know who you are ;]
and thanks to everyone who expressed your concern
after reading my entries
i hope to say here, that my entries have been posted because i really take this as my diary to voice out my emotions, thoughts and feelings
though there is so much that i am not at liberty to say on the WWW,
there's still a large bit of me revealed... as long as you know how to read between my lines and decipher the true underlying meanings
i never meant to say what i say to gain sympathy from anyone
if there's anything i want the least, sympathy would be it.
i write to vent my frustrations
so what better place to write than my own diary?
yes, i appreciate all of your concern fully cos it makes me feel loved =D
but not sympathy
ever since young, i never wanted it
i've proved myself to be capable of walking out of the darkest shadows, safe and sound
and i will continue proving myself
to all my detractors out there,hold your tongue, wait and see.i dont want to react to or comment against vile criticism thrown my way
it's a childish act
i've taken it, digested it, fumed at it and spat it all out
flush it all down the toilet bowl, along with the anger that came with it
for i dont believe i deserve any of that
think what you like but i believe that nobody ever deserves such vile, spiteful comments
no-one ever does
every single being in the world deserves their least bit of respect from others
if not for one point in their character, they do for another
no matter what a person has done,
even God forgives the worst of sins
and where does that leave unforgiving human beings?
getting involved, is merely lowering oneself to that sad level
so, the best way out is to believe in yourself, ignore all unconstructive crap and best of all - learn to forgive with your heart.one doesnt need to forget totallyit's good enough to forgiveone doesnt need to accept totallyit's good enough to understandthese are general comments cos i realised that it is getting far too blatant in today's society
'fallen_angel'
12:08 AM