Tuesday, July 18, 2006
alas...
i got a
B+ for my ticketing&reservations test.
i got a shock when i saw my grade honestly
i never expected to do that well...
for one, i missed the 2 lessons before the test
and those 2 lessons just so happened to be the most important for the test.
for two, i didnt go back to school to practise during the holidays
so the test itself was the first time i was doing an actual transaction on amadeus
all i did was follow what the book said.
without even being sure what i was doing...
when she said that a whole lot of people failed and did very badly, i freaked out
sigh
thank goodness
guess all that means is that i'm damn good at following instructions...
muahaha
and i have to really thank ms ivy tan for moderating the grades
i dunno how the moderation affected me but it probably helped a little
thank you
thank you
thank you!!!
i swear i'll work hard for my next 2 tests
i will i will i will...
oh well
guess it's a season for second chances
even 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th and umpteenth more chances
deuxieme, troisieme, quartieme, cinqieme, sixieme, ...
ok i know that previous line was random
anyway, why i said that is because mummy has forgiven daddy
at least that's how it seems to be
she's smiling, talking and helping him iron his clothes again
it's amazing huh
despite the fact that she's given him more than enough 2nd chances,
she's not given up yet
if i were her, i really dunno if can do the same thing
sigh
is that good or bad?
my family's technically complete
but happy?
only time can tell
now it's our turn to try forgiving him
despite all that he's done to hurt me and us
sometimes i feel that i seem to be living double lives
in public and in private
in front of my friends and in front of my family
sigh
so tiring...
someone save me from this sad sad life of mine...
'fallen_angel'
7:33 PM