Saturday, July 15, 2006
celebrated joce's birthday at hard rock cafe this afternoon
had fun
and hoped she enjoyed herself...
after the celebration, the guys wanted to go arcade while the girls go shopping
i dont like arcades and i dont really like shopping either.
and since gavin had to leave, we left together with siok too
had to give the guys some girl advice so that he gets the correct type of gift for his gf
it's a special day today
hope she likes the gift that we picked out for her:)
she's a lucky lucky girl...
wish them happiness...
and i took the train all the way to boon lay
haha
super far
but gavin drove me all the way back to tampines so it was ok
he had to go TP anyway
and i transferred car to his
i feel so lucky... got chauffeur
haha
we were gonna head for dinner when he told me about his mum's bday
so,
i made him send me home and take his mum to dinner instead
but he's leaving tmw... so to go out the last time, we're gonna go for dessert and drinks later
so now,
i'm just waiting for him to finish dinner
i still havent done my DPD issues presentation
i'm so gonna be dead
tmw have to 'pia' the whole day le
sigh
but i'm in a good mood today
and i think it has alot to do with spending time with my dear friends and having gavin to talk to
someone even said i seemed happier today
honestly, there was a part of the day out when i felt like my mood was turning pretty gloomy
and it stemmed from seeing siying-goldfish and caiyun-victor so happy and xing fu together
so envious
if only i can be that happy too
and knowing gavin is happy... i feel happy for all of them
but cant help feeling a little out of sorts too...
but luckily he told me that they also do have their problems...
and he gave me alot of advice...
made me happier
but still... the heart still hurts time to time
i still stand by my old belief that EVERYBODY DESERVES TO BE LOVED.listened to a song on itunes last nightand the essence of it is: to be loved is happiness, to love is torture.i think i never announced this before
what i wanna say is i'm sick and tired of studying about the hospi and tourism industry
it's still my passion
but i have no interest whatsoever in furthering my studies in that aspect.
instead
if i do go to a university to further my studies
i wanna major in either social sciences or something like literature
the other part of my interest
i might even consider mass comm
cos of my interest in journalism
writing, journalism and reading...
those are my other passions
so yeah...
sigh
i wanna graduate soon
tired of poly life... 3 years... so long...
only thing i'll miss is my friends
cos everyone will be going separate ways and opportunities to meet up will be pathetically little
and i dread internship
although it'll probably be interesting and will be over in a jiffy
but it still means another half year of this crap
grrrrrr
someone pull me outta this sad sad life.....
'fallen_angel'
8:46 PM