Tuesday, July 25, 2006
had business enterprise presentation today
it was ok
not fantastic
but we were relieved at the end of it
before i go on,
i'd like to apologise to all my groupmates
i realised that i made quite a number of mistakes in the report that i submitted
though it's too late for regrets now
but i'd like to say that i really am sorry
if my mistakes cause the group to lose precious marks,
i dunno what i can do,
but i'm just sorry
sigh
went to intercontinental hotel for a seminar on corporate social responsibility in travel and hospitality today
it was pretty insightful
but i'm just disappointed that i had to leave early
and miss the most interesting part of the seminar...
tmw, no school
means i'll probably be there the whole day
hopefully it's not boring
haha
friday...
ktv!
with gavin and shawn
haha
can't wait...
so many songs i wanna sing
grrr
haha
gavin, you better not pang-seh us wor
tsk tsk tsk
haha
oh well
exam timetable's out
25th august & 30th august
bleah
so far apart
rozy sayang... we go study together?
*muackz*
was actually in a pretty good mood after presentation at 1pm this afternoon
tired. exhausted. lethargic.but still happy nonetheless cos main projects are almost over
but seeing you,
i was sent right back to gloom-land
not cos i dont wanna see you
but cos i cant say anything to you
i dont even know if i should acknowledge you
it hurts
truly
but i guess it's my own doing
i have no one else to blame but myself
it's difficult for everyone to understand
and perhaps even you cant understand
or maybe you understand... u just cant accept
is that it?
sigh
it hurts to see you and pretend not to see you
especially upon seeing my fellow groupmate seem to rise to heaven when she saw her 'him'
sigh
at the exact same moment,
we drifted off to our own little world...
and they are worlds apart
one's called happinessone's called desolationwhat am i to do?
i really wanna walk away
but i cant
why?
why?
why?
argh
sometimes,i really think i wanna run away from my lifeisnt it the simplest way out?the easiest solution?no doubt the most cowardlybut when i'm not around, i wont be able to hear what others say about meright?last night,
gave up my comfy bed for my dear brother cos he said he want to sleep my bed
so,
i slept on the floor
and that made my sinus problem worse
and gave me the most horrible of headaches for the whole day
till now
hopefully tonight he stays put in his bed
now, 3 of us are sleeping in the same room
the room that is already too small for 2 grown up girls,
now has to accomodate the little master of the house
so from now on,
cannot study late into the night in the room with music and lights on
cannot talk late into the night freely on the phone
cannot turn on the light when i wake up early in the morning
can't even do my makeup properly
argh
sacrifices
and every so often at night,
have to wake up and make sure that 'his royal highness' is well-covered with his blanket
cos kids like him, love kicking the blanket off himself
grrr
annoying
and have to keep my ears tuned for his calls,
in case he's thirsty and what not
even in my sleep
no matter how tired i am
sigh
and he snores!
goodness
now i have to bear with 2 persons snores
used to be just one
okok
i know i'm lamenting and bitching like crazy
but ultimately,
i still love him
*snickers*
read through some of your old blog entriesjust for the sake of itand for the sake of old timesand i realised something...entries had names of everyone else but meseptember 2005was an important monthand there was nothingwas there?actually... come to think of it... i think there wasbut...guess you removed itshant question it...details of what movies you watched with othersbut none where it matteredonly negative posts had me as a subjecti wonder whyoh wellwhat's past is past i guesssomething i'll never do is remove my memoriesor pretend they dont existi treasure all of itso so muchsighwe're just different... arent we?i wish you happiness.ignore me please.
'fallen_angel'
9:15 PM