Sunday, July 16, 2006
i dunno what's gonna happen now
ah ma says if mummy and daddy cannot get back together, she will leave this family...
sigh
i love granny
and i was raised by her
i dont want to see her leave us
and she's already 70 years old
but how can i expect mummy to forgive daddy?
the last time it was 12th june, my birthday
we all decided to give him another chance
and we almost got back to our happy life...
dinners, watching tv together, going out, etc
barely a month
and he's back at it.
how to trust him?
sigh
what a dilemma
like what i told ziyang,
sometimes what adults do, we cant control
and most of the times, when adults make mistakes, it is us children who suffer the consequences...
daddy makes the mistake, and it's the 4 of us that loses our complete family and now, i'm facing the prospect of losing my dearest granny...
i hate my life
to the core
daddy says i have to bear some of the blame for what has happened
do i?
what did i do?
the reason why this is happening is because he is looking to fulfil his desires
what's it got to do with me?
someone gimme an answer please.
'fallen_angel'
8:02 PM