Monday, July 17, 2006
rushed home in a cab this evening
cos mummy msged me on msn while i was having my group project meeting, to tell me that daddy wants to take her out to dinner but he wanted to bring Drago along.
i was so pissed off.
if he wanted to talk to her and solve their problems, why bring my pesky little brother along?
they wont be able to have the good talk they need.
so i said i'll rush home and take care of bro.
"tell daddy to leave him at home. i'll be back in awhile."
spent $7 bucks to cab home
and btw, cabbing home from TP used to be only $4!!!
anyway, got home in like 10 minutes
showered him, left him in the room to watch cartoons cos he said he didnt wanna have dinner until 6.30, and i went to take my own shower.
was pretty hungry already so made him come out for dinner at 6.15
fed him, while trying to eat my own meal... irritating little brother refused to eat the vege i cut into his bowl. had to pick my way around the vege. bleah
brought back memories of how i used to babysit him every single day when he was still a little infantmummy had to work and i was still in sec 1... i'd go home every afternoon straight after school and take care of himmake milk, feed him, change his diapers, bathe him, entertain him and make him sleep...so i think i'll make a good mum! hahahow many girls my age can say that she's babysit an infant for so long?i even took him out to orchard on my owntravelled via bus and mrthe couldnt even walk thenso yeah...hahaanyway,
then ate longans with him... he said he knew how to peel the skin himself so refused my help
so cute... his fingers no strength, had to use his teeth and he kept squirting the juice all over me and himself
wash up the dishes, did the laundry and watched tv while making him do his spelling corrections
he spelled 'very' as 'vaey'
haha
finally dad and mum came back about half an hour ago
then now i can get started on my project stuff
so many things to do...
but guess my priorities have to be set straight
i swore that i'll give up anything for my family... and i love my brother more than anything in the world...it stems from ever since mum got pregnant with him i thinkmum couldnt sleep everynight cos of backache...so i massaged her back every single night, kneeling on the floor beside the bed, until i hear her soft snores. only when i'm sure she's asleep, then i'll tiptoe back to my room to sleepsometimes it takes less than half and hour, other times i can be kneeling there for 2 or more hoursthat's despite me having school early the next day and all thatevery checkup mum had, i went with her
so i literally saw my bro grow from a pea-sized creature till the big boy he is today
it's amazingso now, you tell me,
who do i love more?
mum or bro?
haha
both.
oh well
mum and dad came home looking pretty normal
so i hope it really is normal
as much as i want a complete family, i want mummy to be happyif daddy cannot make her happy,i hope one day i can make it all up to her...i love you mummy...
'fallen_angel'
11:18 PM