Thursday, July 27, 2006
sigh
should i say i'm sorry for what happened just now?
went to watch The Lakehouse
the show was fantastic
as is any show with either Sandra Bullock or Keanu Reeves
the storyline was indeed very heart-warming
and i'm glad there was a happy ending
the love between Alex and Kate could wait...
and it could endure all the tests thrown their way
why?
only because they had a love so true and so pure...
just like the verse from Jane Austen's Persuasion that was read out,
they shared the same tastes, the same love, the same beliefs.
something along those lines at least.
can that possibly be the case in real life?
can there be love so patient and undying?can there be love so devotedly constant?the company was sort of right
but the feeling wasnt
i wanted it to be
but why is it not?
i could tell you were maybe disappointed
or something like that
but i can only say i'm sorry
as for what happened towards the end of the movie,
i also sincerely apologise
i just got really frustrated at the whole situation with massive event next week
and there i was seeking your help,
you couldnt make up your mind.
yes is yes, no is no
why make my life miserable?
as it is, i'm already having a big fat headache about it
and i promised Iggy to give him the confirmed names by tmw
and i was actually hoping you could gimme an answer quick so that i can get started on my task of searching for manpower
i apologise for not being able to keep my emotions in checksigh
sometimes i dunno why i try so hard
when no matter how hard i try
it doesnt seem to yield any results
ok, maybe to you, i dont seem to be putting any efforts at all
but to others who know about the internal emotional war that i'm fighting with myself now,
it's clear
sigh
why do i even bother?yes
i enjoyed myself out with ya just now
most of the time at least
but can i say i'm truly happy?i dunno
i honestly dunno
maybe it's the fault of circumstances
but i dunno what to do about it
i wanna find my true love toothe one that belongs only to methe true love that can weather through all storms with mebut...as the days pass,i'm losing hopeas my email address says: fallen angel, disillusioned soul.if you dont already know, that's me.on a brighter noteDPD project has been submitted!phew... huge sigh of relief thereand ktv tmw... plus movie with cousinsok i know i've mentioned it all alreadybut i'm still excited!*giggles and grins*i'm tiredso very very tiredi need to get some sleepbut would it just be like other recent nights?tossing and turning for hours on endtill the dawn threatens to break...only then can i fall fitfully into interrupted slumberi really need to restcan you tell?
'fallen_angel'
11:28 PM