Monday, July 10, 2006
stupid day.
right now, i'm sitting at Jupiter's cafe in school
the weather so nice and windy
and i'm waiting for 6 pm to go for French re-test.
grrr
had barely 2 hours of sleep last night cos of the annoying world cup final match
came for organizational behavior lecture at 9 am in the morning...
so disciplined right?! amazing...
supposed to then have tutorial at 12 nn
but only when we went up to the room then we saw the notice pasted on the door that our class is postponed.
shit
like wadehell are we gonna go now?
so we decided to have our group meeting
with 2 members absent nonetheless, but it still had to be conducted
finished up pretty quickly cos everyone was like half dead
ended up at Jupiter's by about 2 pm
and i've been here ever since
and it's 4.32 on my comp's clock now....
if i knew, i'd have just gone home on a cab
but a cab damn ex now lor... price hike once again.
sigh
i'm so so shagged
i wish i didnt have to do the French re-test.
plus the weather is so duper conducive for sleeping... no sun, lotsa wind and cool temperatures.
i wanna snuggle up in bed!!!
and once again,
we met each other.
without acknowledgement.
sigh
i dunno if it's by choice or not...
i guess i should have known it would be like that
shouldnt have had my hopes so high up
looking in the mirror earlier in the ladies,
i realised i look quite... haggard...
i dunno what i was that gave me that idea
maybe it's the lack of sleep
maybe it's something else
i miss the radiance i was once proud of having
what's happening?
nowadays, i cant seem to go anywhere without the whole powder and blusher deal
when i used to be able to go out confidently with just concealer for my dark eye rings
i need to do something about it
romance is not in the books it seems...
so that leaves exercise, enough beauty sleep and less stress on myself
but how?
no time no time no time!
24 hours a day is not enough
especially if i wanna have at least 9 hours of beauty sleep a day.
sigh
or maybe it's just the lack of romance
"girls in love and the most beautiful and radiant ones"
or so they say (loosely translated from mandarin)
sorry folks... i sound like i cant stop lamenting about everything huh?
haha
excusez moi
some quotes from Glamour magazine from men:
"women who eat are sexy" - indeed. that's why i eat the way i do when i can. don't stare at me like i'm a freak when i eat my heart out. and stop making me feel guilty for not rapidly putting on weight no matter how much i eat. it's in the genes.
"our friends' approval counts" - is that why? so i see... it's just a guy thing. no wonder.
"some men just need time" - dont date a man because of how successful you think he's going to be. date him because you like who he is now. in the end, it's what's on the inside that will make him successful or not. if he has that drive, fire in his eyes, help him cultivate it... and be patient. (i'm sorry i realised this only now...)
i've always believed that to be a better boyfriend,
all guys should make it a regular habit to read through girl mags like Glamour, Cosmopolitan, Cleo and Female.
not the trashy and pointless ones of course.
get them from mum, sis or girlfriends...
every girl reads at least once in a while.
or rather, every self-loving girl who is determined to be well-educated about life.
hence, to be fair to the opposite sex,
girls should make an effort to try to understand guys by reading more about their thoughts
but then again, guy mags dont really say much about themselves.
i tried it before.
so i thank myself for buying mags like Glamour USA because they frequently feature comments and quotes from the opposite gender...
argh... but i still fail in that subject. Men 101.
k la... i'm not making sense already... gonna go study for my french test.
ciao ciao
'fallen_angel'
4:26 PM