Friday, July 07, 2006
today, had a pretty nice day.
morning went for boring DPD tutorial
then Cal sent us to RITS at TAS for lunch
3-course meal for $7!!!
super cheap
but portions also super small
ate with 2 Shawns ;p, Gavin, Cal, Emilyn and Ming Shan (dunno if spell right or not, haha)
had a pretty enjoyable time chatting and catching up with the lecturers
and next week - 5-course fine-dining for $7 ONLY!!!we've booked for 10 pax so whoever wants to join feel free...and we'll bring our own wine! muscato anyone???muahaha...after that, headed down to Orchard to meet Edna
on the way, saw Amanda heading to Heeren to work
love her new style... so grunge.
haha
anyway
accompanied her to Topshop and she bought some clothes
talked alot on the way
then we decided to find somewhere to chill and talk
ended up at Holland V again
haha
initally planned to go Essential Brew but thought of taking a walk and seeing if there's anywhere else we can go eat and chill.
ended up at 211 rooftop terrace cafe
pretty nice place
lots of greenery and all that stuff
but the weather was a little warm cos it was still sunny when we first got there
the food quite ok but a bit on the expensive side
anyway, took a whole bunch of photos, chit-chatted and ate a pizza each
well actually i had 2 slices left and she only ate 2 slices
haha
amazing
like damn waste money and food huh?
missed the feeling of talking to her so much...
hope you get well soon k gurl?
i'll always be supporting you!
then i took a cab back home cos i was so lazy to travel all the way
but when i reach my block, i tried to pay with the only piece of cash i have - $50
and the uncle refused!!!
he said he dont wanna take big notes
in the end i had to call Chantal to bring small change down for me
so irritating
end up mummy found out i took cab and nagged at me
bleah
not that i didnt have money lor!!! the idiot *****
grrrr
anyway
when we got to the rooftop terrace cafe,
i suddenly thought of the few times when we walked past the cafe together
but always gave it a miss cos of the prices of the food
but the ambience was quite nice and romantic
wish we actually tried that place at least once together
then the images that came through my mind was of those times when we walked inside the Holland Village Shopping Centre... the small shops we walked by, the one or two times we walked through Cold Storage together...
sigh
now,
Holland Village always brings back bitter-sweet memories
then there was Swensen's, where we ate together before we got attached... with Cal and Gavin i think
and Crystal Jade, where we ate together and i will never be able to forget that you loved the food there
when i got into the cab, images that flood through my mind were of you putting me into a cab to go home... how you'd open the door for me and first check and see if the uncle looks decent.
so much more i can think of... just in that area alone...
but seems like there's no more point in recalling it...
glad to see that you seem to be moving along pretty well
it hurts to pretend not to see you when i see you...
but i guess that's what they call 'necessary evil'?
so much emotions in me and i dunno how to deal with them
every other hour i get the temptation to pick up the phone and dial that number on my speed-dial but i never do...
i know i cant...i shouldnt!so i wont.why does this have to happen all the time?
i hate myself.
i hate my emotions.
i hate my constant battles of the heart vs the mind.
this sucks
i'm so jealous and envious of the people with wonderful partners and untroubled relationships.
how do they do it?
i'm so lost...
here's something i lifted of the website called cleopatra.com
"If her nose had been 1 cm shorter, world history might have been different."The most beautiful woman in history...Cleopatra~Cleopatra was the most splendid person in ancient Egyptian history,who led the world history by her nose.Her beauty and elegance saved Rome by bringing great Romanheroes such as Julius Caesar and Antonius to her knee.Being a brilliant woman, she could speak ten different languages.She was truly the woman who had both beauty and ingenuity.Many women in the world admire her and they want to be as beautiful as her.intriguing huh?
ever since i learnt of my namesake, i started reading about her history and it is so interesting to know...
and how different we are... i admire her but i dont think i can ever be like her...
not even close
or maybe i just dont want to?
haha
crappy shit.


'fallen_angel'
10:12 PM