Sunday, July 23, 2006
went to east coast park for dinner today
with mum, dad, chloe, chantal & drago.
all that was on my mind was the last time i went to east coast park
and that was with you.
rollerblading, cycling and chilling
the times we spent
were heavenly and will be remembered
our first and only seaside sunset was there
and it's a picture that will be etched deep in my mind for a long long time to come.
the whole duration of the dinner,
that was all that was on my mind
like the Jay Chou song,
i wanna return to the past
try to keep you in my embrace
but like you said,
i wore you out...
and i dont wanna continue doing so
sorry for everything
it's amazing how these adults can act the way they do
one moment, they are cuddling and making out with other men at a club.
the next, they are playing frisbee at the beach with their husbands and children
they dont even show a hint of guilt when they come face to face with one of those other men
i have no idea how they do it
i don't think i ever can make myself do it.
oh well
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here's a short piece of poetry written for me by my dear friend shawn:
sometimes in life we encounter stuff, that make us feel that we've had enuf.
these phases whether gd or bad, we shouldn't really feel so sad.
there'll always be a better tomorrow, we must not drown ourselves in sorrow.
remember all the gd times spent, because they're all actually god-sent.thank you so much
it's really sweet of you and i appreciate it =)
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i've got a really really busy week coming up
hope i can get through it unscathed
someone save me from my disillusioned world...
'fallen_angel'
10:11 PM