Sunday, September 17, 2006
i miss my blog.
do you miss me?
bleah.
but i have absolutely no energy to blog.
so tired everyday from work.
shagged out.
please be patient and wait for my first off-day k?
it will be next wednesday.
then i will take my own sweet time to post a super long entry.
entailing every detail of my internship so far. (ok. maybe not every single detail. boring.)
i need to sleep.
i'm popping out in zits.
(erm. lousy english there but wadehell.)
tag me if you miss me!
p.s. i had a manicure done! wee~! first job i'm holding that allows manicures... and it's free. cos the nail parlor's co-owned by daddy. i think the bill will be sent to him lar. but wadehell. as long as i get to enjoy. and the chairs we sit in for the pedicures are like full body massage chairs. heavenly heavenly! haha...
good night dear all...
*muackz*
p.p.s. i miss my boyfriend. can hardly see or talk to him. grrr.
and we were supposed to celebrate our 1st year anniversary on Friday, 15/09.
we were both working, unfortunately.
only met up for supper for awhile...
sad...
nevertheless,
i love you!
*hugz*
happy birthday gavin! like i said, i'll never forget your birthday. hahahaha.... thanks to my boyfriend.
sometimes i really envy other people.
i see girls who have stable relationships, great academic results, pretty, good figure, tall, can do everythng that i've dreamt of doing since long long ago.
and i really get jealous.
or rather, i get inferiority complex.
i think i'm not as good as them...
i think i'm so pathetic.
i think i'm a loser.
i feel like burying my disgraceful face into the ground and never hope to see light again.
gawd... i hate this feelings...
jealousy is indeed a green-eyed monster that makes you blind towards your own goodness. agree?
i'm bullshitting lar.
forgive me.
i'm tired.
good night....
'fallen_angel'
1:12 AM