Saturday, October 14, 2006
i'm tired,
i'm still trying very hard to recover from my illness,
i'm stressed out,
i'm losing my battle with sanity,
i'm falling back into a self-destructive rut,
i'm beginning to hate myself again.
i wanna blog because i just watched World Trade Center.
but i'm really not in the right state of mind now.
abit groggy from no sleep, work, permanently putting on a mask.
just a word of advice: dont waste money on the show. go watch if you just wanna find a legitimate reason for crying in public. dont watch if you're thinking of Titanic. download, or wait for dvd/vcd. mark my words.
i need to sleep.
badly.
even after my dad's valium, i still cant sleep.
there's something wrong with me.
i'm supposed to be able to sleep anytime, anywhere, no matter what happens.
wish me luck.
'fallen_angel'
1:17 AM